SUNSHINE SHELLY

A hunger and a yearning

Burns way down deep inside

You have relit the passion

I thought had long since died

My hands they long to touch you

My arms they yearn to hold

Want to tell you all my secrets

Make you warm when you are cold

Want to kiss you slow and deeply

Let you slowly feel my need

Cause baby I have a hunger

That only you can feed

Want to pull you right up close to me

Place your hands upon my hips

Need to feel how much you want me

Hear my name fall from your lips

Want to make your body tingle

Make you feel devine

Wrap myself around you

Let my body make you mine

You know its going to happen

The hunger you can't deny

So accept the inevitable

And come give me a try

As I am going away on my holidays

With my wonderful boys I am posting

The memorial to my beloved father early

5 long years and not one single day

Have I not missed you in every way

Your quirky sense of humour

Your loving side

The way you watch over us

So full of pride

The twinkle in your eye

When you gave us cheek

Your memory makes me strong when I am weak

How I wish to see you

Look at your smiling face

The greatest man I ever knew

No one could ever take your place

They say time is a healer

I don't know if thats true

There will always be a empty space

Because we don't have you

But Dad you never totally died

The one thing that will be

A part of you lives on forever

Way down deep inside of me

Somebody somewhere needs me

Just for a little while

Some strength and reassurance

A little comfort and a smile

They are sat there alone and frightened

Just don't know what to do

They simply have not got the strength

To reach out there to you

Somewhere someone's crying

Way down deep inside

They have not got no self belief

Their confidence has died

So many things have happened

So many roads they've tread

But now they are sat here feeling lonely

With a feeling of pure dread

Someone somewhere needs to sit

And re evaluate the choice

She's had the strength to come so far

She needs to find her voice

She's confident and beautiful

An inspiration to so many

Her strength it doesn't know no bounds

Her fears, she hasn't any

But someone somewhere needs to realise

The journeys ending now I see

For only now I realise

That this someone somewhere now is me   

A very special occassion

Two beautiful souls will sing

As two precious people become one

With the exchanging of a ring

Stood here now before us

We wonder at the view

And way up there in heaven

Two precious people are watching to

I am so very honoured

A beautiful moment in my life

As I sit here proudly watching

My brother take a wife

So here's to Nigel and Davina

Only happiness for you I pray

And may everyday be as precious

As this your wedding day

If you're ever sad and lonely

And you need a special friend

Just call on me

On my love you can depend

If you feel that you are falling

And you don't know what to do

Just call on me

I'll be there, I will catch you

If you sit there and your laughing

But inside you want to cry

Just call on me

I will help you find out why

If you ever just need someone

As you don't know what to do

Just call on me

I am always there for you

If you ever think that all is lost

And you have not got a choice

Just call on me

I will be there, I'll be your voice

I once felt all these feelings

But I fought, I didn't die

Just call on me

And together we will fly

I give you one quick lesson

And this is what I teach

Only fly as high

As the Angels can still reach

Sat here chatting without a care

When my worst fear happens

I'm full of dispair,

My screen turns blue,

Nothing will show,

What am I going to do

Computer says NO.

I count to ten,

Then start it again

I'm a techno knob,

And its being a pain,

Not a single sound,

Not even a ding,

Useless piece of junk,

Not doing a thing,

I pick up the phone,

And dial the man,

It says on my guide,

He's the man that can,

I explain to him,

That nothing will show,

And he says to me,

Oh dear computer says NO.

We will send a van,

Its in need of repair,

It won't take long,

So no need to dispair,

So they took my baby,

And I trusted that man,

As they took it away,

To the man that can,

Six days later

Once again he did show,

So I turned on my baby,

Oh no computer says NO.

They'd replaced the keys,

Please tell me why, I cried

Was nothing wrong with them

Was the hard drive that died

So they came back again

And took it away

I now had a permanent twitch

Which was daring to stay

My face all tense

My movements all jerky

Poor Sunshine Shelly

Going internet cold turkey

I must find a new hobby

To ease the condition

Symptons so bad thinking

House demolition!!!!!

I tried meditation

To go with the flow

But all I kept hearing

Computer says NO.

Day's turned to weeks

I was filled with dread

I feared the worse

My poor lappy was dead

Then I got a call

That got me excited

Me and my baby

To be reunited

Peace is restored

My heart skips with joy

I'm back on the net

Its my favourite toy

I love my lappy

Sad, yes I know

But never again

Will computer say NO.

Words they never say enough

I hope these few will show

How much that you are thought about

Much more then you could know

You left us 4 long years ago

We shed a silent tear

As the pain we felt never goes

We long to have you here

A mixed bouquet of memories

Sprayed with a thousands tears

As we wish that god had spared you dad

Just for a few more years

You fought so hard to stay with us

It was impossible, but how you tried

We lost the most precious thing

On the day Dad that you died

You're in my every waking thoughts

At night its to you I pray

I hold you firmly in my heart

And that Dad's where you'll stay

You are so very special

Kind and loving to

I have loved you every second

Since the day I gave birth to you

You wrap your arms around me

Hug and squeeze me tight

As I carry you safely up to bed

And tuck you in each night

Its five years since I first held you

Five years since your birth

My Daniel there's nothing more precious

Then you on all this earth

I love you my precious baby

It will always be that way

I wish you a life so perfect

And a happy 5th birthday

I simply want to thank you

For all the times we've shared

For all the thing's you've done for me

And all the times you've cared

For when you've held me tenderly

And not Known what to say

Just being there within your arms

Has chased the fears away

And when the road was rocky

You'd say just chill out for a bit

I know you have the strength my girl

So don't you ever quit 

So sorry that you've sat there

And you have felt my pain

But it was your tears that gave me strength

So they was not in vain

I simply owe you everything

For it was you that gave me life

You've been there for me every day

Through happy times and strife

Your beauty is unfaulting

Reflected in your smile

A loving heart, the purest soul

You make my life worthwhile

I feel so very lucky

Far more then any other

For god gave me the greatest gift

And that was you 

Dear Mother

The kindest sweetest person

Upon whom we can depend

You aren't just my Mother

You're also my best friend

Love you Mum with all my heart

Happy Mother's Day

xxxx